things are better

I'll post more at a later date/time. But, things are definitely better now that I've had time to calm down, decompress, and relax. I have been assured by several people who have authority, that the stuff we are going through happens to foster parents regularly, and that things will be ok.

At the very least, the pent-up frustration and anger from the situation helped me do better than normal at the gym this morning!